i refuse to let you be the only woman in my life anymore.
i refuse to let your jealousy control me.
although i may not talk to the others at all.
i know i wont be looking at them in 'finding a partner' way.. but
i want you to know,to see and to feel the effects of your decision.

you chose to give up the exclusivity of being with me.
you chose to allow other girls into my life.

and hey,if you're regretting it..

CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES.

i know i will feel it too.i will still miss you.
you will still be one of the most important people in my life.
the day will come when i know you will move on forever
and that day will suck

but as of now,
i need this.
i cannot be too dependent on you.
the more dependent i am,the more i will expect from you.

i know nobody reads this shit,even i forgot about this place..
but im glad theres a place i can put this out..