love is but another melody in the album called 'life'.
a song that has a fast,high tempo beginning;because that's just what new love is.
fast-paced and filled with chagrin that you take the first moments of that love for granted.

it then evolves into a slower,more blissful tempo;coz thats when you really feel the love.
so you'll slow down and try to appreciate it more.
this is filled with love and affection.

then it morphs into a slow,sad tune.
when your relationship is on the rocks and you're hurting.
you're filled with despair and dread that your beautiful love story is in its eleventh hour.

it finally ends off on a low,somber note.
signalling the end of that portion of your life.
that note resounds in the hollowness that is now your heart.
you're filled with a longing for what was..

tomorrow is the start of school.
another stepping stone to where ever the big man up there wants me to end up.
i should feel excited shouldn't i?
damn it.
of all the times for you do this.why today?

haiz.of all the days.
today is just a crappy day.
god damn it.

here's a thought.
what's life but a journey to death?